WHY AM I FREAKING TIRED EVERYDAY??!

HAHA i am truly. But its good not bad. Today was damn fun♥ went blading SUPPOSEDLY with my colleagues BUT we ended up cycling. Sorry Jess!! not on purpose :p heh heh. But it was soooooooo funny went on a double bike with jess. ITS BEEN SO FREAKING LONG I RODE ON ONE. ♥ awwww and i went on one with my daughter ^^ i liked the air the wind and the atmosphere at ECP. gosh and i didnt realise my daughter acts drunk when hungry! Pack me in a bag and bring me to buffet. HAHAHAHA. Its strange we cant tell when a rat jokes or lie cos he has a freaking serious look. LOL

I'm soooooo sorry i haven been writing bloggie ): i went drinking the other day with the family. xD AND someone failed the dare. LOL But its fun. Everything said will remain as a fond memory (: shall not disclose it here. I LOVE YOU GUYS. including desert at nydc and the girls night out (:

Ps: I seriously NEED and LACK sleep. so goodnight! dont miss me! XD

HELLO! back with my blog's updates. This is just a random collection of what i've been doing lately! i'm super tired after dinner today! may just zonk out anytime now. To tell you the truth, i'm glad i'm born this way~ i forget things fast but at least i forget bad things along with it too! i hope to play badminton soon! i forgot when was the last time i did. :p i miss all of my friends.

ps: is it weird to be on good terms with zhijian?! i didnt know it was funny to go to bookshop to buy books with him. ♥ on the good note. NUMBERS! HAHAHA

DUNKING!

Hahah! as the title suggests it was crazy yesterday night. Thank god i'm a girl! HAHA! but it was super fun. Me and rabbit swam first and we WERE the earliest except for travis. :D all aj people rocks! we're punctual! EARLY EVEN! HAHAHAHA. AHEM AHEM except for some indian who came 3 hours late! even later than the VIP. Omg right! Yeah we plotted to sent andrew seah into the pool :D plenty of space for others though *winks* So as you can guess if one grabs hold of anything available who else will go in. HIS gay partner junhao! HAHAHA! gerald went in too. Stella was taking pics and the china ppl who were ACCIDENTLY at the area were cheering for no apparent reason. Anw it was fun. we soaked up the entire place and had ppl calling for security. SORRY DIONNE! HAHA! they made a mess in her house as well. i saw rabbit's chins as well. cuteeeeeeeeee! ;D

been watching animes as well as kept busy working. But i'm totally going to hate it next next week. My colleagues are leaving ): i'm having a headache so i'll probably be sleeping earlier today (: writing because a certain friend here is bored :D have fun reading! I love you lots bloggie! goodnight!

Mahjong!

HAHA yup! i played mahjong threesome today. Planning fail i know because lijun had work and rabbit ditched because of her knee and back problem. Its an old ailment! seriously! But it was nice seeing dar and tomato today! :DD i wont forget the mahjong one lor! Halfway all of us went crazy alr! And it was totally funny! Really! Everytime we go there we just laugh like siao! i think i'll gain weight from laughing too much! HAHAHA i miss jie! ): but she coming around 615 and yy needed to leave at 7 so yeah i know! MY PLANNING FAIL no need to tell me hahaha! hmmmmm... sometimes i wonder why humans cant live alone but whatever the answer is i'm glad i have such crazy bunch of friends around me :D If you want to know why others dont like you, first think what you've done yourself. blaming others will get you nowhere thats what i learnt from all the people around me. Thank god you guys are such a nice bunch! ♥
ps: no one can keep secrets! truly! but its also bad to have so much damn secrets. Maybe the only trustworthy person is my sis. At least she wont tell anyone things i dont want fuckers to know. Haha! gtg! i'll be back soon! i'll blog if i have time next week. AND I DESPERATELY NEED A ITOUCH. right now i'll just save ):

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i'm not asleep! will sleep soon~ hehe goodnight people and fellow bloggers! ♥

CHALET

HEH HEH i'm tired out to the max. laughing fooling around, having same age group people around me i feel SATISFIED! :D more than that actually! ^^ i super missed the funny moments last year and the year before. Though not everyone was there(almost though i think. Serene Jody April Caleb Mel yj Aaron Nguan Han Brendan Chia Heng Nicholas Sandra Darryl Jonathan Keith) but it was insanely fun! i nvr had such a good laugh with them for such a long time! today was a blast! ♥ Heart attack! hearts and mahjong! not to mention biking~ ♥♥♥ love you guys!XDD right now i cant open my eyes!pardon me if my typing becomes ahfkbvbdcvyegfdsbc later XD it just means i'm half sleeping. Have to sleep early tmr! i have swimming with a pabo rabbit in the morning. ♥ i'll spam pictures of her in bikini! :D hehe

i'll be waiting to see the girls tmr too! ♥lijun dionne tanwei yanyu! tmr we shall have a rematch! mahjong! :D haha! teach me more! XD i'll be blogging tmr also! Stay tune! :D

Its so hard to find people on facebook! must have their surname etc etc! you just see! i'll find those people! xD Hahaha. Idiotic story i shall forget by tmr! Let them handle it. *sighs* some people nvr do listen do they. I guess its in human nature to do that. I actually am missing the witty replies i got from a certain someone. ): but i'm happy he's enjoying himself and having a break away from work beause his work appears to be very stressful. Today on the train i saw sinyee when i was heading home! ♥chio bu! she's super pretty and i couldnt recognise her at first glace then i was looking and she was looking. so cute right! Haha!

Guess who else i saw on the train??? Samatha with a guy! XD oh btw she's my senior. So surprising right! its like the world is so small. to be able to meet on the same train same compartment. I'm going to pass today feeling happy not angry so i'm alright! thanks for caring ♥

i'm actually feeling quite funny myself. My oic likes to pronounce my name as carol-line HAHAHAHAHAHAHA just pronounce it anyway i dont mind. It only matters with one person actually ♥ I'm sleepy again so i'll end it here. Good night and take care lovely bloggie! :D

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Did i mention that i hate tattle tales? wtf you want just say. Screw your fake innocence. Just fuck off and dont interfere with my life. TYVM.

Information overload!

Ok actually i'm quite tired today. :D But i'm satisfied! And pleased with myself. I LOVE the job environment but not the information! Cannot absorb! Haha! but i'll learn! Slowly bit by bit. My leg hurts, my eyes are closing but my heart is healthy! xD i love all the seniors there! they're all so nice! And i like my colleagues too! I got shocked yesterday and today because people who dont usually talk to me did so (on many circumstances) Thanks guys! XD i appreciate your concern. I miss miss miss my ex classmates as well as the girls. It felt like monthes not seeing them again except for that hyperactive rabbit that likes carrots :D HAHAHA. Got my staff pass today btw. Had a HUGE laugh with my colleagues abt it but not revealing it here. OHO i was attached to ASH today ^^ pokemon! xD HAHA there's still lots of people i need to rmb i cant rmb the names! HAHA need to match with the face. Someone with superhuman memory come help me~ heh heh. Did i say i want to swim soon? Oho i didnt. i'm swimming on sunday. :D i hope i can make it to the class chalet. Dont want to let down those people there. Today should be the last day he replies. He's leaving for holiday. HAHA *inside joke* SPONSOR ME NEXT TIME hor~ just kidding.

ps: Police? security? AIYA! dont know the name! sooooooo hot on the train HAHAHA. SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH dont expose me. ^^

i really love the feeling of being alive. :D
CAROLINE

OMG SHOCK

WAAAAA this is such a super big surprise! HE IS SO DAMN BAD BOY STYLE! his teasing=best. I shall update soon! i'm lazy today. Forgive me bloggie! BYE!

Shopping ♥

Pffft! HAHAHA first i have to thank mama for spending so freaking much on me. Not to mention going shopping with me. Well zhijian wanted to see me though♥ HERH mama still more important xD wahaha i got lots of stuff today. most of it clothes. IN FACT ALL OF IT LOL. yeah. :D was at bugis junction just now. hmmmmm. i'm worn out. tmr i'll be rotting at home. oooops ^^ resting at home. lalala. i'm feeling great! In fact i think i'll be looking forward to work on monday! Anyone who has job offers $9/hr tell me! HAHAHAHAHAHA. i feel like going dance to earn money. Stupid but i dont think i can now. Job is office hours. Anyone wants a drink with me?! come find me at tanjong pagar. HAHAHA. Not clubbing though. i'll have difficulties waking up in the morning i bet!

i'm quite sad cos i have nth to do now. HAHAHA but i'm tired. I'll look forward to tonight ^^. Hope he replies~ ♥

Question and answer.

I think my answer is quite clear. I'm an idiot. My feelings are spinning around me. i can't think straight when it has something to do with it. Ideal or non ideal i'm stupid for thinking too much. I'm going to let things cool down. We've been talking consecutively for one week alr. I think at this rate, everything is just like its predestined. Leaving everything to you mr. fate.♥

My training is over today. Newfound friends. Seniors. Breaks made everything more bearable. Special thanks to Dar, Rabbit and Pam for keeping me from sleeping.♥
perhaps the next day will be better. I'm looking forward to it! Though i'm not sure what's awaiting me at the end. I LOVE BEING ALIVE.

someday sometime i'll tell you everything, if you want to listen. Though we may have changed. I'm sure there's something somewhere that hasn't. I want to listen to your story, if you want to tell.

ps: I DIDNT KNOW THERE WAS A CARD 11B! PFFFT AND I CANT GET GROWTH DIVIDEND TILL I'M 21 BUT I DONT WANT TO AGE. Xp Fyi: ITS A FREAKING $600!

Limit

i never tested my own limits before. Maybe now is the time to try. I'm tired yes but i'll stay the way i am and overcome the obstacles. Thank god you all are by my side (: i'll love you guys always and even if i cant help much if there's anything tell me i'll rush there immediately if i can.
lights,
goodnight.

addiction ♥

i have to say~ i'm falling in. AND DIONNE LOH knows all abt it. its like you meeting your ideal. ♥ its not love. i dont know what it is. i want to know more. I'm sure its the start of something. and i hope all these will become transparent soon. i'm wishing the best for a certain someone to be able to be together with a certain someone. and while the time is not ripe, i shall keep my tongue to myself. A SECRET~ HIMITSU :D its fun to be like this! but i'm not gone yet. Dancing is bound to get me addicted again and while my poisonous addiction remains i hope i'll be neutralised in time. I SWEAR I WILL REMAIN SINGLE TILL NEXT YEAR and i will get my treat! xD now i just have to enjoy life and wait for uni! WAIT NO MY JOB STARTS SOON!!! OMG i'm going to buy some stuff tmr. You know i haven't even started working, i can alr see the money rolling into my pocket. can't blame me, i've been broke for freaking long. Now all thats left is that damn uni acceptance.

ps: went to nex today to get makeup materials. wonder how is the dress code like at the workplace. Looking forward to dancing and swimming next week :D

TIRED OUT

i'm tired ^^ but in a good way. today i went to tanjong pagar to get my timesheet and to fill me employment stuff. they say i'll get paid bi weekly. good for me since i'm really broke. i dont know what came over me but now my hair is red brown and black. though the red is not so obvious. :D i didn't understand how i managed the train rides. I WAS PRACTICALLY ROTTING OMFG. yeah thank god my sis was there. OHO did i mention the both of us didnt eat breakfast nor lunch and we were starving in the train?! HAHA yeah. She needed to get her concession card and so we went to hougang. Ate there i think we wouldnt survive if we didnt xD anw we went to nex to get my shoes for work. GL must be covered shoes. yup i'm missing my v v v relaxed sec sch life and i dont want to get older! OMG JULY PLEASE DONT COME. *stomps around* HAHA i have to say the idiot i am i just had to spend near 60 bucks to highlight my hair AND the deal is it doesn't look any different from the back. though my fringe is now reddish brown. -.- NO REGRETS though now all my fav colours are my hair colour. Someone go get the same colour as me!


ps: yesterday i saw sth i wanted. shall go back to buy when i get my pay. AND MY MOM IS VICIOUS. she said the day i get my pay we're going jack's place to eat. ON MY TAB. pfffft just wait till i get my paycheck!


WORLD I LOVE YOU! though you're like me, imperfect

CAROLINE

BUGIS

hello~ first i am super shocked at myself! i went bugis yet i didn't shop!!! drank coffee though. I LOVE COFFEE ^^ haha anyway it was great talking to a crazy rabbit. ^^ i'm shocked i understood what it was saying HEHEHE. woah you wont believe how sweet the milk tea i drank was! i was like pure sugar! DONT DRINK SWEET TALK MILK TEA AT 70% trust me~ WOAH HAHA. i'm happy today but i really cant believe i TALKED for 4 hours! Gossip xD and i dont get why people love key -.- @two fanatics xDD and i need to get my act together. Should i dye my hair black or red? both are my fav colours so i dont mind~ i'm in love with long hair no idea why xD anything else is a secret *shhhhh*
love you
ps: i need to shop soon but i'm broke T.T

Secrets secrets and more secrets

everyone has them right? i have them too! just many many many of it. i am attracted to physical appearances, i dont deny that. There's someone i'm attracted to now. ^^ Because i understood my own character of being fickle minded in small things but serious when it comes to things of huge significance. I cant commit myself to a relationship if i think its not a big deal. I've come to have short term relationships and i cant find what i was looking for. That's why i cant ever introduce my boyfriends to my friends because its one thing to be dating but another thing to fall in love. I cant do it, because i never honestly loved another before, sadly, aside from my family members. Recently my dad has been controlling my life more than ever even up to the time i sleep. I thought it would improve now that i'm legal but it got worse. I CAN NEVER consult these things with him. Besides these mudane issues i've been thinking what would happen if i didn't take the first step. i wonder do they really treat me as their friend? they dont tell me anything and dont even care abt what i think.its stupid yes but i'm lucky not all the people around me are like that (:
today i went to aj for the first time ever since i got my results. it was crowded but seriously hot. -.- i figured those ppl who got dunked actually wanted to get wet because of the heat. oho i think i went there to just waste money. which doesnt come by easily. AHEM to a certain rabbit that is chasing after carrots right now. xD i'm happy actually because aj was the place where most of my fondest memories remains though now they're just remnants of the past i truly thank all the people that have supported me through that hellish two years there. The pe dept, the tracks that used to be bumpy, the auditorium especially after morning pe, the nexus, 1135, 135 and all else i'll be with me till i die i think. Besides returning there i went novena to eat korean food again! sadly they didnt serve the korean pancake i craved for but i still got my fill of good food! the soup was spicy FOR THE FIRST TIME ^^ i loved it. if i had any other wish i'll be to dance officially as part of a dance crew.
On a side note i got a job finally! it wasnt easy to come by an office job. if all goes well i'll be starting work this coming thursday for training at tanjong pagar. Come find me if anyone have time! ^^ we can have lunch tgt! xD just kidding who would actually come. Sighs. i'm thinking if i should have gone to poly instead of jc then i wouldn't be moping around due to my results. what came as a real shock was my maths grade. i actually thought i would score better but what's in the past is in the past. i cant continue to cry over spilled milk. i'll just look to the future and score for my degree. If i do enter the uni. ENOUGH of these pestimistic talk i want to remain as the person i was these few years. If i do change into someone calm and cool yet pestimistic it wouldn't be me anymore. xD I WILL ENTER UNI AND I WILL STUDY THE NEXT ROUND. just you wait stupid life! i'm not satisfied with it but i'll do my best! GAMBATTE!
catching up on what i've done i actually did quite alot! i went to malaysia again and played like a silly duckling. it got me addicted jewbeat ^^ HAHA i do have such more catching up to do but i went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE. you wont believe how freaking ex the tickets normally are! A FREAKING 72 BUCKS per pax. but the place was super great!! just be prepared for sun bathing. HEH it was freaking hot over there and the food was really ex. the best thing there was the roller coaster 14 story high. i loves the shows there and the street jazz and dance that was there. i had to give the boat ride a miss because of the fear of getting wet. JEEZ and i wanted to ride it the most. pfffft, my sister was complaining half the time but other than that it was pretty fun.
I believe it wouldn't be the same if any of them were gone in a meeting, they're all my important friends. I love you guys and i wish you all the best! i look forward to meeting all of you! xD
i have to find a dance course soon. Any suggestions? i'll be posting videos in the future of me dancing freestyle~ AND I LOVE PEOPLE WHO SPEAK THEIR MIND xD
good bye bloggie!